Jennifer Lopez Finally Addresses ‘Hard’ Divorce From Ben Affleck

After months of intentionally not speaking about her divorce from Ben Affleck, singer Jennifer Lopez is lastly sharing how she feels about their break up.

For a number of months, the duo was rumored to have hit a tough patch of their marriage, culminating in her submitting for divorce from the “Accountant” actor in August.

She has now shared in a brand new interview that ending her marriage to Affleck was “f–ing onerous’ and that the sensation that got here with the separation was “lonely,” “unfamiliar,” and “scary.”

Jennifer Lopez and Ben Affleck are nonetheless finalizing their divorce and have been assembly with divorce lawyer Laura Wasser to help with the method.

In a chat with Interview Magazine,  Lopez lastly broke her silence on her break up from Affleck.

The actress shared that the breakup was “f–ing onerous,’ confirming that her choice to file for divorce in August wasn’t one she took with levity.

Lopez additionally revealed that her break up from the “Argo” star has been fairly the emotional rollercoaster. Whereas she has but to course of it totally, she has realized some deep classes about herself.

“It feels lonely, unfamiliar, scary. It feels unhappy. It feels determined,” the singer advised the publication.

She added, “However if you sit in these emotions and go, ‘These items aren’t going to kill me, it is like really, I’m able to pleasure and happiness all on my own. Being in a relationship would not outline me. I can not be in search of happiness in different folks. I’ve to have happiness inside myself.”

Elsewhere within the interview, Lopez was requested if she regretted making the transfer to finish her marriage.

In response to the query, the actress famous that she has no regrets, “not [for] one second,” and admitted that though she virtually did not survive the aftermath of her choice, she knew it was what she wanted.

Lopez remarked, “I believe to myself, ‘F-ck, that’s precisely what I wanted. Thanks, god. I am sorry it took me so lengthy. I am sorry that you just had to do that to me so many occasions. I ought to have realized it two or thrice in the past. I get it. You needed to hit me actually onerous over the pinnacle with a f-cking sledgehammer. You dropped the home on me. Do not must do it once more.'”

Regardless of admitting that splitting from Affleck was the best choice, Lopez went on to say that she nonetheless hadn’t had all the pieces “discovered” about herself.

Nonetheless, she is trying ahead to her new chapter with pleasure and doesn’t intend to leap again into the courting pool anytime quickly.

The “Maid In Manhattan” actress famous, “Now I am excited, if you say you are simply going to be by yourself. Sure, I am not in search of anyone, as a result of all the pieces that I’ve achieved over the previous 25, 30 years, being in these completely different difficult conditions, what can I f-cking do when it is simply me flying alone.”

But when she does discover love once more, the actress now understands that the connection should be one the place her companion helps her to be her genuine self.

She famous, “Any individual who actually loves you’ll make it easier to heal these elements of your self. That is what I’ve realized about love, that it’s a safe factor. You make me really feel secure, and once I fall in need of the glory, you perceive me and also you assist me to develop to be higher, as a result of you could have your boundaries and I’ve my boundaries.”

Relatively than choosing a protracted court docket battle, Lopez and Affleck have been engaged on finalizing their divorce by means of mediation.

The duo has been noticed assembly with “disso queen” Laura Wasser, main many to consider that the lawyer will assist them within the course of.

This consists of figuring out who will get what with regard to the properties they gathered through the course of their marriage.

In the meantime, the previous couple has remained amicable regardless of their separation, having been seen hanging out with their kids from their earlier marriages on quite a few events.

Lopez is seemingly embracing a contemporary begin in additional methods than one following her choice to divorce Affleck.

Based on TMZ, sources declare the singer has set her sights on a lavish new abode and is seeking to purchase the famed Azria Property within the luxe Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills.

A supply stated she is “near placing a deal” on buying the 30,000 sq. foot property, which has a list value of $55 million, however that she’s providing between $30 million and $39 million for the property.

Lopez’s curiosity within the property appears very excessive, because the insider stated she had toured the grounds a number of occasions over the previous few weeks.